I was at the deli today having a pecan pie and a milkshake when some of the kids from the High School stopped in for lunch. I was bullshitting around with a couple of my buddies and I heard this new kid say, "Nice rug fatboy." A couple of the kids laughed and ran out of the deli.
When I ran after them one of the laces on my Chuck Taylor high tops got stuck on the bar stool and I fell on my ass. Everyone in the deli laughed at me and the waitress said my jumpsuit looked ridiculous.
Normally I would have gone fukkin wild and start smashing plates and glasses. But today, I was just sad. I guess I just need some validation and I'm searching for answers.
I yelled at that kid that he did some real damage with that comment and he's responsible if I start taking pills again. At least he was being honest but he could of lied and made me feel a little better. Not sure I can leave the house, I feel ugly.
After the incident at the Deli I decided to go to NYNY to hit some rides and get a chili dog. When I got there I grabbed a large soda and was walking with two giant chili dogs and I ran into Mikey T and his crew. I was in no mood for these guys today and I told them to back off me!
It was Mikey T, Charles, Dnix, and Nassau. These guys were all dressed in sharp looking button down shirts, nice shorts with those cargo pockets and were with gorgeous women. I dont mean gorgeous women for Jersey where I'm from, these broads would have been dime pieces in New York or South Beach. Charles won a goddamn 5 foot stuffed dog for his woman! I cant compete with these guys.
As I sat on the ground eating my Chili dogs I could not enjoy the spicy goodness as all I could taste was the loneliness in my heart.
When is my luck going to change? When will a woman love me for me? I have so much love to give, one day a girl will see beyond my physical appearance and fall in love with my heart.
- A sad and lonely Skinny Larry
When I ran after them one of the laces on my Chuck Taylor high tops got stuck on the bar stool and I fell on my ass. Everyone in the deli laughed at me and the waitress said my jumpsuit looked ridiculous.
Normally I would have gone fukkin wild and start smashing plates and glasses. But today, I was just sad. I guess I just need some validation and I'm searching for answers.
I yelled at that kid that he did some real damage with that comment and he's responsible if I start taking pills again. At least he was being honest but he could of lied and made me feel a little better. Not sure I can leave the house, I feel ugly.
After the incident at the Deli I decided to go to NYNY to hit some rides and get a chili dog. When I got there I grabbed a large soda and was walking with two giant chili dogs and I ran into Mikey T and his crew. I was in no mood for these guys today and I told them to back off me!
It was Mikey T, Charles, Dnix, and Nassau. These guys were all dressed in sharp looking button down shirts, nice shorts with those cargo pockets and were with gorgeous women. I dont mean gorgeous women for Jersey where I'm from, these broads would have been dime pieces in New York or South Beach. Charles won a goddamn 5 foot stuffed dog for his woman! I cant compete with these guys.
As I sat on the ground eating my Chili dogs I could not enjoy the spicy goodness as all I could taste was the loneliness in my heart.
When is my luck going to change? When will a woman love me for me? I have so much love to give, one day a girl will see beyond my physical appearance and fall in love with my heart.
- A sad and lonely Skinny Larry
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